Let's move on.

Totally forgot that it was Canada day today, How patriotic am I?
A lot has Happened since the last time I've written. To start off I am now a Beaconsfield High School Graduate of the Class 2010. I obviously did not fail any of my classes and exceeded my exspectation for my overall average. I even got the most outstanding student award for my level of french. I'm almost all set for CEGEP. I was given a MacBook pro as a graduation presents, I've taken my English and French placement tests, I've met my mentor and was given Dawson sweat pants! Yes, I'm almost ready except for the fact that I'm terrified and do not own a SLR camera...which is essential to be a part of the Professional Photography Program. Funny, Funny. Anyways, so far all I know is that in a few days my family and myself shall be driving to Orelia to visit my grand dad. Exciting, sorta I just really wanna get out of montreal for a little bit. I'll try to keep writing just because it allows me to rant and write about pointless things. Also keep me sane:P
Take Care
-Lieska

Let's Catch up.

Ladies and Gentlemen, all is well!
School is over and I think I only have 2 more days of exams. I'm trying my very best and I'm pretty proud of my work. Next up is the convecation, prom and report cards...then I am free! To summerize the last few months that I did not write about due too lack of time Basically. My mom and I have quit The West Island Chorus and joined The Montreal City Voices. By the way they are sooo AWSOME! Great music, new style and a fresh start. Perfect. I was accepted to both Vanier and Dawson College in the end. Obviously I picked Dawson College because I was dying to be accepted and I will finaly be able to seriously study a subject that I enjoy. In the fall semester I will be attending Dawson College in their Professional Photography Program. I am SUPER EXCITED:D. Anyways for here on in, I'm going to just relax, Study photography and enjoy my summer. It feel really odd having free time, have I told you that? The locker is cleaned out, the memory aid is made and the rest is just a count down.
Good luck Grads of 2010, I'm going to miss you!

Give me Strength.

It's the night before the show. I shall play the fool and give you the laugh you paid for. I'm scared. My laughs are fake and I don't know the order:P. Lines, lines, line. Work, work, work. Sing, sing, sing. That's the plan this week. But none of that gives me the gut wrenching feeling. A paper will decide my fate. I have one in my hand and the other...well I'm still waiting for that letter. April 15th, will it arrive on time? or will I wait for the phone call...or just wait. Tonight I am tired. I hope I enjoy sleeping tonight, that is if i do. This curtain call is my good bye to the theater, not forever but for a little while. I need a break, I need to breath and sleep. I'm giving myself two months to do this and more. They are all proud and so am I. But this madness is just the begging and theres method to it:D...Hopefully. Ill find the strength somewhere. In my hands, feet, heart or voice it will workout in the end. My Friends we will all laugh at this script and that day will be fantastic.

Bow

E-L-E-P-H-A-N-T

when is the cast party?

I Cant SLEEP!

if anyone ever reads this comment me saying a subject that i can write about in situations like this where I cant sleep:(

Any who....haven't blogged in what feels like months probably, so let's catch up eh?

Spring break is almost over.....I'm SUPPOSED to be off book when I return to school, witch I only can only remember more the half of the lines in act 1. The play title shall know be revealed "Hit and Misdemeanor" by William Gleason TADA! I play the role of Mary Muldoon, and I don't really know how to summarize the character for you. She is crazy, quirky, VERY loud, makes no send and is kind off old. Did I mention that she's and undercover cop? Yes, thats right I get a plastic gun and badge Woo hoo:D I guess this blog has no real topic, it is just being used to say that I am very bored and will begin to write again hopefully.Here are some topics for upcoming blogs.

• Mac or Pc? wich one is better and why? I will need some help for this.
• Will Lieska get into cegep? If so witch one.
• Do I have to many sunglasses?
• Can addictions be entirely broken?
• Does school get harder from hear on?
• What's on my movie marathon list?
• and maybe some more about Leonard Cohen:P

This will be the end own my meaningless jibber jabber. I will try to sleep now. Good night, don't let the bed bugs bite (I had no idea that bed bugs are real!).

-Lieska xo

Does it really matter?

Does physical beauty in a person really matter? In my opinion there is no right answer to this
question. "beauty is in the eye of the beholder"- by Margaret Wolfe Hungerford is a good saying to think about when it comes to beauty. First off lets think of were the importance of beauty comes from. As a kid we normally don't care about beauty. Mommy is pretty and that's that. We become "best friends" with kids at the park because we both love chocolate ice cream. It doesn't matter that I'm short and chubby and that you are Blond and gorgeous but you kinda have a big nose. This stage in our lives passes very quickly though, we learn about the importance of beauty at a very young age. It can be introduced to us by a family member or plain old t.v (media). The importance makes us develop insecurities that will grow within us through life. It really sucks doesn't it? especially as a teenager. You can never be perfect, not to your own standers or theirs . My main point to this post is I don't believe that physical beauty should be really important. Do you know why? because it fades. We are normally beautiful from the ages 1-to probably late 30's and for men I have no idea to be honest:P The importance of beauty is just damaging men and women of all ages and we don't need it. If you're beautiful by all standers good for you but one day it will fade so i hope you are more then beautiful because if not you're
screwed! "There has got to be more to life than being really really ridiculously good looking"-
Derek Zoolander, and yes he is a fictional character but he is right. You don't need to be a
qualified model to be happy. Haven't you heard of the gorgeous/confident women who's with the nothing man? and vice versa for the guys. You might think yeah but that will never happen for me...Ha that's what I am :D I might be kinda short, a bit over weight with really short hair but I
have more confidence than a lot of people and I have an crazy/amazing/geeky/gorgeous
boyfriend. Basically that category covers the whole worlds population at some point.
So my advice to end all my rambling is: Confidence and Personality is Sexy!!! These qualities you will never lose. Be happy and a good person then nothing can touch you. The smile on your face
(even if its crooked) will show the world you don't care what they think, you are you and your
happy that's it. So my conclusions is...Inner beauty kicks ass:)

yeah you should watch these.

Movies that have changed, freaked out and inspired the world. I love these movies and so do lots of other people (some of these movies created a sort of cult). If you haven't scene them you should cuz there good:D

People that rock my youtube:D